Who am I?

Today I Decided to reinvent myself.
I met so many Saras those years that do not know who I am or who I should be.

I met a little girl that dreamed to be 18 years old soon to be owner myself.

Now, I discovered that it does not exist. Never I can be myself.

I always  need to be a different person.

Today I am a daughter who could not confront the my mom's cancer face to face.

It knocked me down. 

I closed me. Nobody have idea that i am living. 

My heart bleeds for not being able to change all that.

I would like to do everything different.

I would like to have the power for to finish this game.

But I can't. 

I can't do anything.

My hands are tied.

I see my world crashing down.

All I dreamed of, everything I ever wanted.
Nothing makes sense if she is not here. 

I need to restart  now.
I don't have time for more tears...

I will live the today.
Tomorrow doesn't matter.

 What I need is not forget who i was. People change everyday. The secret is not forget.